Some days, of late I want to break, tear so The rending none can mend, and then When fraying, shredded at the edge, fair enough. Mother's needle's all that's left to patch me up I feel that I've, still Quite a ways to go, still When the nausea comes I recall, the centre does not hold As a child I was told, 'life's a journey' a tandem free fall now I feel the wind and terror as the days grow old, Find the centre in the loose air's hold With a partner, or a fold, At your back, to steal the cold And see the falls beneath your soul Empty into an abyss of home, as if Alice and her sister fell together down the rabbit hole Inside me find, among the dark the hearth, it rests upon the fire beating in my heart No one longs to start anew, to stay past days, with which this day has naught to do, but begin again, my friends, back at the beginning, too Creation, on and on Awake each day, behold the rays of our eternal dawn