slipping into all the styles of the vagrants in the backstreets can of fire haunts me, learning all these equilibriums without heat the poverty of fear animates me like a boy so beaten by his parents that he screams “don’t hate me” tangled up in all the trappings of a christmas dinner now rotting in the deep freeze i’d rather face the threat of death than live a life suspended in the spring breeze suburban ticky-tack coffins in a row all asking "how much plastic does a man need?” get me out of here, i never wanted to be living in a day dream i’d rather cower in a night mare at least these evening terrors keep me warm like my can of fire and its blank stare staring down into my soul inaninimation stirs my heart I am another piece of god always moving never moved I am a piece of god? fear is not impoverished because it does not have a power did your castle help protect from the trampled flower? a labor'r said the poor the weak the lame they are the salt that keeps the earth from going sour i’ll forward out my can of fire like a corporate memo: my life did not begin until i heard the bell toll, the eleventh hour.